A new year

Wow! So, it's been nearly a whole year since my last post and how it brings joy to see this place again and my own rantings in print.

Much has changed. Doubt and questions resulting from a breach in the very fabric of what I thought was nature. Yet it was an instigation to question. A deeper understanding comes through muddling through my questions with my loved ones.

The fabric of nature has knit itself back together to not be nature at all but a mirage echoing my beliefs of its image. A more realistic picture now in understanding of this phenominon. I am much more comfortable knowing reality and nature continue to exsist in thier form resiliant to all blunt force yet molding themselves to the beliefs of thier viewer. The comfort comes in know of thier resiliancy.

My questions regarding God's nature in this show His omnipotence in, but really without of our exsistance. This is a reassurance. I will never in this life understand or know what really happened or why but I no longer need to. My faith exsists now on a different plan of understanding now that I know this. SO, now I continue on this journey as before yet altered for maximum efficiency in the moment. Life will bring more and it will not always be pleasant but now I understand its nature more clearly.